Ive become the very kind of person i hate and i scares me, i want to go back to the person who loves you and who you actually like cus you do not like cus you feel like you have to…. But how do i get there…. :(
But can this be the 20th instead because that’s a Saturday? - Not my image or my idea, no credit assumed. :)
lol who wants to be my tumblr prom date…
lolol i could never even get a date to tumblr prom
I know I’m not gonna get a tumblr prom date. but reblogging for shits and giggles lolol
not like i would actually get a date, but i guess I’ll still reblog:)
I want to but to do so that means someone would actually want to be my tumblr prom date
i think this is so adorable. if only i could ever get a date. lol
does anyone wanna be my prom date orr
MESSAGE ME IF YOU WANT TO BE MY DATE TO PROM!
LET ME LOVE YOU!!!!!
I need to get out there meet new people, just people to talk to. Even strangers online. Thatd probably be best, theyre probably the least judgemental… HI TUMBLR SOMEONE FOLLOW ME AND BE MY FRIEND…. Please….
Im just a fuck up, my stories not unique and there are millions of kids like me out there so why should anyone care about me
My lifes shit. I have no one. Maybe sarah and chris and melissa. But i look at it and Melissa’s gone (my fault i fucked it up) sarah hates me most of the time (my fault i ignore her and ditch her) and chris has been my best friend since i was 2. I think when it comes down to it he’s the most genuine person i have in my life the only person who is 100% real with me. I honestly just want to sleep. All i want to do, when im awake im to tired to do anything. I hope death is an endless comforting sleep. I just want to sleep for ever its the only time i dont have problems or cant fuck up anymore than i have. I just need help. I cant help myself because im to busy helping others. Who am i kidding im not a suicidal kid i would never be able to end my own life. I want to. I hate life how it is and everything. A couple things were going good for me lately and now ive just fucked it up. I got so attatched to one girl. Love. Its that words fault, love. I thought it ment something. I thought it ment forever. I thought it ment togetherness and there for eachother ad it did but i turned it into something evil and destructive and ill never be able to forgive myself. Heart break sucks. Ecspecially when you are to ignorant to figure out how you got yourself into this situation. And fuck school. I dont even wanna start. I think thats the core of my depression. The techers that always put you down, the social need and constant judgement. I just wish it would all stop. Im just so beat down and tired i just cant begin to deal with it. I just wish i had someone to talk to. Sigh.
Im weak with out you. You are the person who give me confidence, motivation and the determination to go on through each day. You inspire me. Your un believably talented, gorgeous, nice and youve got so many things going for you. And i let the green monster, jealousy & greed get in the way of you and me. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. Thats all im saying inbetween the tears. I just need you to forgive me. To say its ok. To mold me into the better man you and i both know i can be but i cant do it on my own. I need you melissa.